Tuesday, August 31, 2004

quiz time

HASH(0x89661b0)
You speak eloquently and have seemingly read every
book ever published. You are a fountain of
endless (sometimes useless) knowledge, and
never fail to impress at a party.
What people love: You can answer almost any
question people ask, and have thus been
nicknamed Jeeves.
What people hate: You constantly correct their
grammar and insult their paperbacks.


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muta

still not going to school today.. sigh.. really sucks.. part of me wants to stay home but i feel a need to go to school. ive lost count already how many times ive been absent for this subject i have every tth and i cant afford to fail just because of excessive absences..

i didnt know you were supposed to look like shit when you have sore eyes.. sigh.. my eyes.. i want my eyes back.

Monday, August 30, 2004

my eyes

damn how long does it take to have normal eyes again? this sucks.. everytime i sleep my eyes seem to close a bit more after i wake up! now my eyes are like almost half the size as to when my eyes were still damn normal. shit

anyway.. i have finished reading angels&demons already.. it was awesome.. it has more twists than the twisted minds of pschopaths!

eye... sore

fucking shit! i have sore eyes! my parents told me i shouldn't go to school today but then i told them.. its no big deal.. sigh! but if i went to school i might give others sore eyes too.. so i decided not to go to school today!

do you get sore eyes from reading books? cause thats the only thing ive been doing for 4 days now.. last night i thought i was going blind.. so i was tellin God, fuck i dont wanna go blind id rather lose a limb or be a deaf mute.. but not blind! i dont wanna spend my life with a stick or a dog or someone guiding me constantly.. i wanna do things on my own.. shit it must really suck to be blind.

it was yesterday when my eyes started getting very watery then it got really itchy then something was oozing out of my eyes (muta ata) then at around 9 i was reading angels&demons then it started hurting.. that was the moment i thought, maybe reading causes blindness.. haha pretty stupid huh! so i dropped the book and went to sleep, thinking it would get better when i had given my eyes some rest..

the whole night was bad.. i couldn't sleep peacefully coz it was hurting.. i was turning and turning and my eyelids were sticking to each other it almost got stuck it wouldn't open! shit im blind i thought! but then its stupid coz i didnt know it was sore eyes! this is the first time in so many years, like probably 10 years since my last freakin sore eyes.. sigh!

Thursday, August 26, 2004

thank God

oh shit no classes again! i have a 7 class and i didnt even bother going to school anymore cause my mom told us wag na daw pumasok hehe! buti nalang! it looks like God is enjoying this no class shit.. then let there be no classes again tomorrow! this only means there is no freakin interview later this evening!

sweet!

Wednesday, August 25, 2004

darn rain

we didn't had classes today, it sucks cause i was already out on the streets i was drenched even though i had a big umbrella with me.. i crossed some rat pissed flood water.. then before i even catch an fx cause i cant seem to find any jeep.. a friend texted me, no classes daw..
fucker!
after waiting for 30 min for a ride.. it was already past 6:30.. well thanks to her.. hehe tnx jojo! after that i texted naman my crush and ms bungangera that walang pasok.. then texted some more.. then more of them.. sigh! na sayang ata load ko.. hehe! grabe it was so dark.. parang di na sisikat ang araw, end of the world na.. hehe but after i asked ms bungangera to repent for her sins the sky seemed to brighten up a bit! :p shes like so psychotic.. she prayed for my soul daw kaya lumiwanag ang sky.. sigh!
crazy girl.. shes paring me up pa with her friend 'zamora' (as in un binitay na padre gomburza), their was this magjowa kc on the streets that were magkayakap cause they shared an umbrella.. i told her then she said i was near the girls house lang daw.. hay yakap daw kami if inggit ako.. sigh not a chance in heaven or hell.. haha! she can hug mga poste ng meralco then its like hugging me na din..

anyway..
it was so boring.. had nothing to do all day.. no books to read.. nothing.. how i wished classes were suspended on another day.. another day like maybe tomorrow? shit kasi may interview pa kami tomorrow and 8 pa ng gabi.. eh magcomute lang ako and im not sure about the place din.. shit talaga! pero imposible na wala uli pasok tomorrow and that it will rain as hard tomorrow as it did today.. pag asa isnt really that reliable you know.. but if the news is correct that dark clouds are coming by noon tomorrow then il just make up some excuse and tell them i cant go to the interview.. if only things would go the way i want it to be.. sigh! but that never happens to me.. everything i want are usually reversed in the end.

Monday, August 23, 2004

every me and every you

Placebo
Alternative rock! You're the very interesting side
of rock... You sometimes reach the masses,
like Placebo, but mostly you're underground and
stay true to your musical roots... Just keep
what you're doing and churn out that good
stuff!


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yo yo yo yo!

asshole
your asshole.


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th

dont you just hate does rubbishy trying hards? they always try to fit in diba? well thats normal but some are so irritatingly obvious, their are those that simply try too hard! i know this guy and he wants to prove something ata.. every year he would court someone and its always the same shitty picture, him getting dumped.. im starting to feel some pity already because he just got busted again last week! now for the nth time.. maybe he wants to be on the guiness book for being the most rejected guy in the world.. shit! that sucks doesn't it? i dont know why he keeps trying.. i dont know what he can prove by having a gf, sigh! but i think their was this girl that became his gf, but i think it only lasted for a week.. and the girl? she doesn't turn down anyone.. shes tall.. and super skinny.. i once saw her showing off her tsikinini (weird?).. shes a complete turn off, well for me she's very unattractive.. simply because she doesn't have curves.. even those gross fatty greasy bulging bulges.. dear lord shes a walking toothpick. i also know this guy from my prehistoric dysfunctional barkada.. his so gay.. i mean anyone can tell and now he has a gf.. his not like the other guy that wants to be in the books of world record, that other guy was cursed from birth this guy was average. their was this time we were at the lib and i was joking around with 1 of my friends.. then he suddenly stood up for that guy, we were joking around.. inaasar ko lang naman un supposedly bestfriend niya bigla nalang tinarayan ako ng lola mo.. godamudafucka!

Sunday, August 22, 2004

edit

i have to edit a little some entries, kasi dis girl is so kulit! eh i cant tell her until i edit 1 or 2 entries.. hehe kasi ive writen some things that were said and ment just for me by some friends.. hehe kulit kc.. so i have to like delete 7 entries haha joke! woudnt tell her na if i have to do that! anyway u know dis girl is hyper all the time and she has elvish shoes, and she looks like she was beaten up by some gangster haha! and we played toki toki boom dis week lang and obviously she lost! haha!

and her friends say shes bungangera which is true..
she cant stay put, parang may bulati hehe
and lastly shes violent sobra, she kicks like a horse buti na lang she doesnt look like one!
now im starting to sound like a guy writing a testi.

woohoo

blackheart

Info Black
Your Heart is Black


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Friday, August 20, 2004

a&d

my hands are itching to get hold of dan brown's angels and demons! ive read somewhere that it was like the prequel daw to the da vinci code... my fucking brother bought the da vinci code last week ata.. so im planning on reading angels&demons first before the davinci code.. asar nga kasi my fucking brother inunahan ako bumili!
shit i hate him! hehe then the next book brown's gonna right daw is again about langdon (the main character of both books), it will start at where the davinci code ended.. sigh!

my brother is a sick fuck!
his a pig.. lol!

pissed again

im pretty much fucked up everday, well today was a bit different though.. hmmm.. maybe becoz i didnt had the chance to hang around with demoralizing no-good people.. last thu i was so pissed by these three people coz our school had this bone check shit, so they were talking and then all of a sudden i hear my name and they were saying i needed it coz i definetly had problems with my bones.. of all the people i know, only these three people mock me with that issue thats why im so pissed whenever they bring up that topic.. i just kept quiet then they were calling me but i pretended i didnt hear them (i was pissed nga and i had to control myself so that i dont say anything i would regret), then one of them was saying yan lagot galit na siya.. sigh! im plastik so i turned around and told them di ako galit.. but im sure they felt that i was obviously asar, i dont like to make quarel with them kasi i would look bad too they would say they were just joking and i would look like the loser that got pikon (ang pikon laging talo) and besides their girls kaya, so cant really do anything bout it (ang girls minamahal hehe hug).. and their also my groupmates din hehe we have project kasi at that subject..tsaka ayaw ko din talaga magkarun ng kaalitan and i can say my pinagsamahan din kami coz this is the 4th time that ive been with their group for a project.. their ok naman eh basta dont put up that topic coz i get irritated even my relatives get a taste of my kabastusan.. like last christmas we had a gathering and then my uncle pissed me off.. he rested his hands on my shoulder and i shoved it away and then walk away haha! pikon ako sa mga un thats why i dont like going to my cousins.. its not my cousins really but their dads that put a great deal of stress on me! anyway i kinda got used to it narin kasi they always do that but it doesnt mean i would keep on giving them fake smiles.. i cant possibly put up that same facade everytime only becoz of their arrogance but then again if i do anything inappropriate.. im dead kasi everyone would hate me na hehehe! its gonna be me against the world hehe!

Wednesday, August 18, 2004

???

so today i had a g.a. to go to but again i wasnt able to, it wasnt intentional but everytime i have one.. something happens. actually i almost forgot that some friends asked me for a favor, i was at the 4th floor about to go to the g.a. then the elevator opened and my friends stoped me hehe! i forgot, sana di nalang nila ako nakita mhirap kasi tumanggi sakanila at mhirap din maging pasaway.. then un couple of my friends shot an ad and they used me.. we did the ponds comercial except i was one guy with three girls haha! it was funny, we finished it within 90 min and the whole thing was rily short lang.. kasi most of the time we were just laughing bcoz everyone was screwing up hehe!

Sunday, August 15, 2004

nutty shit

we have shitty neighbors, they cant fucking sing! it was last fucking friday i can still remember coz i was watching animal faceoff and they were singing karaoke to the highest fucking volume! then they sang tsikinini by parokya ni fucking edgar, it has obscene lyrics kaya.. they were singing the words bj and dick in tagalog and they would laugh while they were fucking singing! its a bad family hahaha personalan na to. i think they are 6, 1 huge bum king! 2 cocksuckers! 1 ampon ata not sure though.. the ampon is kawawa i always hear the fat nanay hit her and shout at her kc nga ampon e diba, they adopted her to make her their maid ata! e dats not right diba? then they sent there 2 girls to work pa in japan.. the fat fucking nanay is like so fucking happy kc der bringing in all the moolah.. the bad part here is that their fucking family isnt doing anything..the dad is jobless and so is dat fucking bum king! they spend there fucking money kaya like really fucking fast! suddenly dey have brand new fucking car.. then they have home ent. system, and they would give us fucking chocolate from their japayukis fucking pasalubong! asar un lalaki kasi his not looking for a fucking job! dats why its the same fucking thing everyday.. they dont do anything.. they let the girls fucking work for them.. grabe no? their gonna regret it if they dont invest their japayukis hard earned fuck money.. well unless their girls get to marry some rich fucking jap guy! anyway its fucking raining! i hate rain coz it increases the chances of fucking brownout! then sometimes our fucking cable gets all busted then we dont get to see anything decent on our fucking tv! it really pisses me off.

guilty

I feel guilty
my words are empty
no signs to give you
i don't have the time for you

you say i'm heartless
and you say i don't care
i used to be there for you
and you've said i seem so dead, that i have changed
but so have you

guilty, guilty i feel so
empty, empty you know how to make me feel

i put a shield upon you
i didn't mean to hurt you
i would have only poisoned your mind
never meant to make you cry

you've been so toughtless
i can see right through you
you used to be there for me
so don't you leave and say goodbye
cause you have changed but so have i

i never though that the time and the distance
between us made you so much colder
i'll carry the world on my shoulders

Friday, August 13, 2004

dick

i went to this seminar at the federation center in manila, lucio tan was the speaker and we were required to go..sigh. then at my back this dick head was so noisy.. not just noisy, very irritating.. kasi ang hangin sobra ng gago. thats why he lost when he ran for some position at the sc, becoz everyone is plastik at him. his a mister know it all type of guy which is very annoying diba.. tapos sobrang corny pa ng asshole na yun.. narinig ko pa nga sinabihan cia nun girl na kinukulit niya e haha, yan dapat sa yo ulol! ang corny naman talaga sobra eh. then last summer, bad luck struck my group at my strategic management class.. napunta cia sa group ko as in lahat kami ayaw sakanya kasi he has that reputation na di gumagawa tapos mayabang at mahangin nga.. then der was this time, it was sunday and my meeting kami so we were at jolibee then we were waiting 3 people hu went to mcdo hehe e kasi lapit lang ng mcdo sa jolibee hehe! e di un naiwan ako, cia, and 1 more.. dis girl that was with us was telling me something like ang taas naman nun first quiz mo e i got 86 lang ata e lahat ng groupmates ko are like bagsak ata ako lang pasa.. den humirit un dickhead.. sabihin ba naman "di naman sa grade nakikita un talino..." wala lang nakakapikon talaga, parehas lang naman kami di nagaaral no! pinagyabang nya pa kanina dun sa mga girls na di raw cia nagaaral pero wala raw cia binabagsak na mga major subjects! e sa huli un nagdefense kami.. wala naman ciang kibo, e im the one hu saved the day naman..we got 92 nga for the oral report e cia nakatingin lang habang i answer mga questions ng prof namin.. i guess nakita niya rin na malaki pinagkaiba namin.. cia puru salita walang gawa.. ako kitang kita hahaha joke! anyway ang kapal talaga ng muka nun baboy na un, kung pumorma pa kala mo cnong disente eh super manyak naman.. lahat tells me manyak un i know dis girl and she agreed kasi mdyo madikit daw ang patouch touch hehe! during our meetings nga sobrang dami nya tlaga cnsabi pero irrelevant kaya.. we all agreed on that wla ciang kwenta.. ginto pa naman name nya e mukang fake gold ata cia! panalo pa nga name mo e loser k naman!

funny! (not entirely true)

:)

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God?

i read this book the heavenly man, its about the life of a christian in China.. i read it bcoz it was a requirement for my lidership clas but if it wasnt required i wont, and if i havent read it i wont think bad of christians. basically the book is about selfishness, God is selfish.. He wants people to die for him.. He wants poeple to turn away from everything that they want.. if you dont obey then you'll get screwed! i find it really selfish, dont you? and there was even this girl from the book that choose God over her family. i mean, how many people would do that nowadays? and if we choose our loved ones over God.. does that mean we will all go to the burning pits of hell? does that mean that billions are going to hell when He comes back for the second time? and what is this about suffering in the name of Christ? He wants us to suffer so that we can feel how He felt when He was being persecuted. if He does love us.. why let us suffer that much.. to humble us? but why to do extent that some people would kill themselves coz they cant take it anymore.. and then they say its a SIN to commit suicide!!! but its God's challenges that pushed them to the edge isn't it? its like God wanted them to die from all the hardship.. so why consider it a sin when your just freeing all the pain you feel? The pain that in the first place God has given to you? They say God gives challenges that He knows you can handle.. sana nga lahat tayo ganun ka strong. He makes life hard for us nu? i forgot some of the things mentioned in the book na eh.. the first 18 chapters siguro ok pa un story.. but on the way to the last chapters i was already disagreeing with their statements na, nakakulobot na nga nuo ko kasi i didnt like it! its hard to be a christian.. so many things are forbiden, so many rules to follow.. but where only human we make mistakes and we like getting dirty sometimes diba.. its normal naman diba? sabi nga nila "masarap ang bawal".. and when your a die hard christian.. what else can you do in this world? nothing! they say we should live our lives to the fullest.. but if your a christian and you follow the Word of God.. how do you do enjoy your life then? how many poeple would make such huge sacrifices for God? sigh... if God really exist and He is the creator of us all and He is the supreme ruler.. then i guess im so dead!! lol :)

Thursday, August 12, 2004

pol&sex

whats this issue ba about escort services? why do they even bother? they cant do anything to stop it naman kasi influencial people are involved db? and sila sila rin mismo mga nag imbestigate are involved din naman kunwari pa sila.. why is that starlet talking now? she's stupid.. nagmamalinis pa cia e sanay n sanay n cia sa ganun.. and she can earn a lot from it db? i dont get the point why she came out when she can have her own condo with the help of these politicians.. she wants to be talked about i gues, but i dont think this move can make her any popular, i think her career is over and she'll just end up as an escort again or some really cheap hooker..what an imbecile. and the gov't should focus on more important issues like unemployment&poverty and peace&order diba? tsaka if they want to cut their expenses.. they should reduce their pork barrel.. i think senators get 200 million? and they are not using the money for the purpose that it was given to them, they use it for personal gain.. unjust enrichment! but then again where in the philipines and this is politics..
dirty, filthy, tainted.

Tuesday, August 10, 2004

tired

just finished doing my project on my leadership class.. so tired need to sleep.. actually not yet finish but just the last part left ill do it tomorrow at school coz im sleepy already (sleepy? tired? but i still got the time to blog???)! tomorow's the deadline and im going to finish it tomorow a couple of hours before submission... that is so me! hehe

Sunday, August 08, 2004

wOw

wOw.. hindi yan yun pinapalabas sa solar na women of wrestling haha! before like 3 to 4 years ago (i not sure).. i love this cable ch called wowow and hollywood, everybody knows that ch especially during night time! lalo na yun hollywood my porn palagi pag pamidnight na, but ngayon wala na un ch na un e, meron kaming hollywood pero puta wholesome na cia iba ata un dati! wowow naman all its shows were uncensored, eh japs are very horny diba kaya pag gabi they have shows that have scenes we like most haha lol, well that was before cable providers started blocking the sex scenes diba that sucks talaga.. but its still a good ch kasi pinapalabas nila mga movies before hbo or star movies even show them, hehe and last month ata i saw this jap movie parang samurai samuraiyan eh.. porma ng mga fight scenes they were sbrang violent then ala crouching tiger pa ang action.. stig! you know you should still watch wowow kahit na censored na or blocked na mga gusto natin makita diba hehe kc maporma din mga jap movies kahit wala akong magetz sa mga sinasabi nila ok lang.. actions speak louder than words naman diba. eh i love ninjas kasi astig diba may pa dissapearing act cla tapos may pa run run pa sa ding ding and they have shurikens pa! i used to play this game nga sa ps2 un shinobi! porma diba.. kaya lang warak na ps2 namin kasi di kami maalaga hehe eh me, my brother, and my other (fucking) brother are suckers for video games! kaya lang sira na.. nalamog cguro sa kakagamit namin with out giving the right care for it.. anyway i love ninjas kahit sa mga anime astig pag my ninja character diba? kahit sa g.i. joe diba my ninja nga dun un nakaputi! syet porma diba! gusto ko rin samurai basta may sword swordan like samurai x! stig si soujiro at sato diba. i love anime din kaso wala kaming axn and animax kaya sbrang asar nga ako kasi instead na anime watch ko im stuck with discovery ch nalang.. ang layo diba pero ok lang at least educational hehe tsaka its time to grow up na.. anyway you might think im childish hehe actually medyo nga cguro but lahat naman tayo meron natitirang pagka isip bata kahit sa pagtanda natin diba.. actually mga tanda bumabalik pa nga sa pagiging isip bata hehe look at your lola na mahilig sa lollipop at sinusubuan pa pagkumain and nag wee wee pa sa kama, kaya nga may adult diapers! kung iisipin mu masarap talaga maging bata uli diba..wag lang un type na kulobot ka na e nakikipagagawan ka pa ng remote sa apo mo para lang manuod ng payborits mong anime.

exam

yesterday we had an exam in law, our prof is manyak! he used names like Pablo Job, Maita Mod, Chino Pacia, Ambet Lug, and the corporation he used in the problem was Cooking ng ina mo din, inc. haha i was smiling while taking the exam kc nakakatawa bastos kasi hehe.. den my horny friend had a new camera fone, he was telling me he was going to take pictures of their maid haha! un cr daw kasi sira un salamin sa taas so pwd nya raw itaas fone nya e d naman daw malalaman nun longkatots na my camera un haha! baka sabihin nalang nun maid "c kuya talaga o.. kung san san naghahanap ng signal" lol

Friday, August 06, 2004

pda tsismacks

now there are two. the lib has now become some kind of check in motel.. first der is fiona and shrek, this two are the "suki" of the lib always naglalampungan and their gross kaya.. a lot of pipol are like nasusuka sa kanila haha! shrek actually looks better dan d guy hehe his face is like aspalto so rough! tapos filing pa.. i have a friend kc tapos she was just looking around (near elevator) then shrek came and told her "napansin ko tingin ka ng tingin sakin kahit sa lib.. may gusto k b sakin?" talk about feeling! i heard the girls family doesnt even know she has a bf.. hmmm sumbong ko kaya.. hehe kc everytime the girl's sundo comes she likes push him away so that her family doesnt find out.. hmmm i think i know how she feels considering the face of his bf.. sigh.. horrific! lol. tapos kanina der was dis two naman na sbrang pisngi sa pisngi tapos tsansing n un guy.. my friend was seated at der back so he was telling me tsansingero daw.. eh d halata un guy coz his like 5'4 or 5'3 1/2? i duno basta short tapos mukang inocente and the girl is actually maganda naman.. nasita nga cla nun tatlong tsismackers na librarian hehe twice tapos un isa c lyn ching pasilip silip pa.. sbrang tsismackers talaga nun mga librarian. my friend told me pa may narinig daw cia "ouch ouch" haha! hu knows what they were doing kurutan? kagatan? ano un? lol! den he was telling me dat maybe the guy was pinidindot the girls nipple (what!!?).. sory pipol, that guy is really manyakis kc haha! den he said to me buti pala wala na cla ni **** kc sbrang inocente un e, kc un ex nun guy parang sanggol walang muwang.. hehe! but what was rily funny was how curious the librarians wer.. binalikan pa tlga cla para lang maka tsismis at sitahin.. dey should just leave dem alone diba.. kung san cla masaya.. dey should mind their own shit.. der not doing any sexual acts naman haha.. well, cla fiona at shrek dapat wag tigilan kc der gross talaga! its sickening

Thursday, August 05, 2004

i like this song

A hundred days had made me older since the last time that I saw your pretty face
A thousand lights had made me colder and I don’t think I can look at this the
same
But all the miles had separate
They disappeared now when I’m dreaming of your face

I’m here without you baby but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time
I’m here without you baby but your still with me in my dreams
And tonight it’s only you and me

The miles just keep rolling as the people either way to say hello
I hear this life is overrated but I hope it gets better as we go

I’m here without you baby but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time
I’m here without you baby but your still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl it’s only you and me

Everything I know, and anywhere I go
it gets hard but it won’t take away my love
And when the last one falls, when it’s all said and done
it get hard but it won’t take away my love

I’m here without you baby but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time
I’m here without you baby but your still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl it’s only you and me

book&sex

i think im becoming adikted to reading books now.. a new past time that is gonna take me by storm. just bought another book by guess who.. yup him again hehe. from now on.. il probably be buying a book a week coz i just have that feeling that hahanap hanapin ko talaga cia.. parang sex! yOU just cant get enough hahaha!

Tuesday, August 03, 2004

shit

i hate people who assume things and jump to conclusions.
i hate people who are stupid and immature.
i hate people who are self-centered and shallow.

im an angry man.. im always mad at something coz there are always reasons to be mad about.. shit.. this world is really so fucked up!

Monday, August 02, 2004

onse minutos

yesterday, i spend the hul day reading eleven minutes by paulo coehlo.. its a beautiful story about a girl hu has big big dreams.. as she continues with her quest for love and money she eventually becomes a prostitute in switzerland.. here she discovers alot of things about love.. desire.. pain & pleasure (sadomasochism)! in the end, she finally comes face to face with this guy (a special client) that saw the 'light' she had.. he treated her like no one ever had.. then she just cant hold it back any longer the rule that as a prostitute you are forbiden to fall into the trap.. but she fell for it, the trap that everyone of has had once fallen into. this novel is full of sensuality and its not just any love story, its about sex and desire.. im sure your gonna like it alot. wondering why eleven minutes? well you just gonna have to find that out for your self! lol