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yesterday my mom asked me to read the daily bread from the philippine star. she thinks i need to see a psychiatrist.
i'm not crazy!! just a little lost and depressed.

at the end this was written: "delay is not denial. so keep on praying."

hmmm...


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i read something from brian gorrel's blog.. something about the poor getting poorer and the rich getting richer.. "FILTHY" rich.
this is happening because the rich are so corrupt.
and i never looked at it that way.

i always thought that the poor are getting poorer because they keep bearing children.
they just can't stop fucking.

now.
well actually i still think it's their fault but the rich being so corrupt also has an impact on how the poor are getting poorer.

anyway.. if you haven't read brian's blog yet (delfindjmontano.blogspot.com/), your missing on some very good entertainment. ;)

rumor has it dj's mom was a house maid before and she killed her husband.
hehe don't you just love dirt like this?

liars?

dj montano finally spoke.. actually his family was with him and i think that they are a bunch of assholes.

his mom is so feeling.
his sister looks like crap.
his stepdad is a moron.
they are so annoying.

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i'm getting tired of being depressed but i wont give up.
i think it's been more than 2 months now that i've been praying every single night before i sleep (this is huge for me, for someone who only prays when he's in deep shit).
i just keep believing that my prayers would be answered, that things would be better.

keep the faith.
just keep the faith.

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i feel sad when i see poor people struggling to buy rice.
it's just a sad picture, isn't it?

this is the government's fault because funds that should have gone to agriculture went to bank accounts of corrupt officials.
and seeing gov't officials makes me mad.
seeing the lack of conscience of gloria macapagal arroyo makes me sick.
seeing the president's family, friends, and relatives makes me mad and sick.

i think what makes a person evil is the complete lack of conscience,
and gloria macapagal arroyo and her family and her cronies has NO conscience at all.

another thing that is making me sick is the government's effort to crack down rice hoarders..
it's PATHETIC how they are blaming rice hoarders for the shortage of rice supply when it was their fault to begin with.

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but is there really a shortage of rice?
or is this just a move for the people to forget about jun lozada?
hmmm.. i smell deception and evilness.
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a list of people who make me sick.
1. my brother (although i try to not hate him, i just can't help it! he's an idiot!)
2. lito atienza (oh my God! what a shameless bastard!)
3. chavit singson (another shameless bastard!)
4. mike arroyo (the godfather of shamelessness!)
5. gloria macapagal arroyo (she is evil. period.)
6. senator enrile (asshole.)
7. benjamin abalos (he is unbelievable! another shameless sunuvabitch.)
8. willie revillame (he is the biggest poser ever! i can't believe how people could love such a fake person.)
9. a lot of people who act all cool and pasosyal in coffee shops (i don't do coffee shops and never will.)
10. ralph recto (i just hate that guy to the bone! EVAT my ass! you muthafuckin sunuvabitch!)

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blah!
i was going to make a list of things that makes me happy..
but upon reading the list i thought it was really annoying so i deleted it all.
it was so fake and i actually annoyed myself??! (what?!?)
blah!
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