closer you and i

Hey, there's a look in your eyes
Must be love at first sight
You were just part of a dream
Nothing more so it seemed
But my love couldn't wait much longer
Just can't forget the picture of your smile
'Coz everytime I close my eyes
You come alive

The closer I get to touching you
The closer I get to loving you
Give it a time
Just a little more time
We'll be together
Every little smile
That special smile
The twinkle in your eye
In a little while
Give it a time
Just a little more time
So we can get closer
You and I

Then could I love you more
So much stronger than before
Why does it seem like a dream
So much more so it seems
I guess I found my inspiration
With just one smile, you take my breath away
So hold me close
And say you'll stay with me now

The closer I get to touching you
The closer I get to loving you
Give it a time
Just a little more time
We'll be together
Every little smile
That special smile
The twinkle in your eye
In a little while
Give it a time
Just a little more time
So we can get closer
You and I


sigh.. this is probably the song that has been in my mind for almost two weeks..
why?
is it love? i dont know.. i think i just like her..
and i like people even more when someone's trying to get them away from me???
sounds psycho no?

it started at the library last sem..
as "feeling" as i am.. why do people look at me like they want me or something? (haha!) anyway this is a different story.. or maybe not...!?
i would be sitting at the inner part of the library and she would sit exactly opposite where im seated..
i noticed her there.. i looked at her.. she looked at me.. and that was it basically.
then it started happening more often..
my usual routine when im in school so damn early is to be at the library.. 7 oclock early!
4 to 5 times this kept happening and i kept noticing her more.. then i started thinking.. does this girl like me? cause why would she sit exactly in front of me when she can freely sit somewhere else? hmmmm... i ended up have having this fascination towards her.
at that time, i wasn't crazy about being in a relationship (not that i ever was in a normal one).
i just let it go.. (what?! was there even anything to let go haha! this line is total bullshit!)

last last last week someone started courting her..
i felt a little jealous.. im really weird, it seems i like people even more when their no longer single or are about to be in a relationship (haha)
an even weirder thing (or is it just plain stupid to not know?) is that i dont even know her name..
i dont know anything about her except i saw her once singing in an event in school.. and that she gets to school past 7..
she goes home 1130 during tth.. but last last week she stayed in school a little longer she stayed until 1..
she sometimes use a sling bag to school (no girl uses a sling bag right? no? right?).. and that just made me like her even more because i just felt how simple this girl is (which is the 2nd thing i look for in a girl)..
her hair is always down.. just below the shoulder length.. its not rebonded, not layered.. so simple no?
but this week, i didnt see her even once :(
too bad.


for a week now ive been wanting to have music play on this blog when it opens.. i just dont know how hehe!
this song.. its a classic isnt it?
and i started listening to this today at around 3:50am its now 4:32am on my clock (for some reason the time of post of this entry is different from the real time.. hmmm?)
:)