Saturday, April 29, 2006

beginning..

im starting to get annoyed with this person at work (well im still in training actually)

i have her number, she has my number. i actually did not want to give my number because im very selective (yah right! what an asshole no?)

a couple of weeks back, i was very unfortunate to have the same date to get a medical exam with her.. her cousin talked to me and asked me "are you taking the medical for ********?) i replied in tagalog.. "yah, blah blah blah"

that's when my misery began..
and as an anti-social jerk, its painful.. very very painful to be with someone who you dont like or you have just met and there is just no connection whatsoever.

that day we got a bus ride home.. i actually wanted to ride the mrt but since she insisted.. i just went with the flow. after some stupid small talk.. she said something like "paunahan tayo umuwi, text text nalang sino maunang makauwi."

no way im gonna goddam give you my number. im very discriminatory as you can see (i admit i can be an ass sometimes).
so i did not reply to her stupid line, nice try but sorry no number swapping for you today. she's totally not my type, totally.

last thursday we were signing the log sheet and she forgot to log off.. she ran back and guess what.. i was holding a pen about to sign and what did she do.. she snatched my pen right out of my hand and said "ako muna!".. and thats when i really really started not liking her. it really pissed me off and it showed on my face (although i did try to smile and act like everything is cool).

during our lunch (dinner) i sit with lf (her initials, not very cool girl to be with lol!), js (she's ok), and ns (he's ok).
its like this group thing, and its automatic we 4 sit together in the pantry.
and she says some of the lamest things ive ever heard in my entire sad life. so lame sometimes i just pretend im texting (yah texting at 12midnight!) or i pretend im not listening because i just dont know how to respond to her lame stories. i cant smile, i just cant smile when she says something and she gives a laugh.. its so not funny and i do try to smile but it really is so hard. thats why i decided just not to look at her when shes talking so that i could always pretend that my mind is occupied with something.

warning: its about to get dirty!
and her accent.. holy fucking shit..
i hate her accent..
it sounds so.. so.. not cute..
not sexy.. not cool.. not sweet..
not civilized? ughh i cant say the words that i realy want to say.. cause i feel that its personalan na (how do you say this in english?) and i dont want people reading this to think that im such a dick (although i am lol).

she is friendly and knowing me.. im like your worst enemy if your like so fucking friendly.

next week we will have our own desk to work on.. and our TL was the one who chosed who sits beside who. i just hope shes not close to my desk.

my message to her: mind your own shit damn it.

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